I loved you first....

A familiar song plays on the radio

And memories came rushing back 

You are my sweetest down fall

I loved you first...

I remember that summer night

When we shared a passionate kiss

Under the absence of light

Yet it was all clear

That what we had 

was love

I remember asking you

If its me you see the future with

But you said you're sleepy

And I pretended that I was, too

But I was not, for many nights I was not

For it bothered me

What was I to you?

You are my sweetest down fall

The morning greeted me with your absence

And I knew

Never did I bother to go looking for you

Because I know you never want to be found

I was too dumb

I was too numb

I was so many things

Yet I meant nothing to you

I loved you first...

 Then I saw you one day

Holding the hand of someone I know

No questions needed

I knew you were in love for I never saw you that way

When you were with me

I pretended to see nothing

Made my way home and cried

Its all I can do

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The song was already finished

But it still plays repeatedly on my mind